Distraction in the forms of redoing a room in our house and cleaning like it's Spring has saved me from settling into the reality of my spouse leaving for a really long time. We're getting our important affairs in order of course, but mentally, I'm in denial. I remember going through pre-deployment briefs about having feelings like this so as far as I know, it's normal. Somehow that just doesn't make it easier. Now my wonderful in-laws are in town so I can focus on and enjoy their company, but it won't be much longer after they leave that the reality will hit. At least my house will be clean when I throw a pity party.
I revisited my photos from Amy Wenzel's workshop to further distract the mind. I decided that 1:30 in the morning is as great a time as any to finally blog some images.
But first, a little background. I check my Google Reader daily and while I have tons of blogs on it, there are only a few that I click on when a new post shows up. Amy's is one of them. I went to her workshop not only because of her photography (which is amazing) but also because I wanted to meet this woman who writes so candidly and openly about her life on her blog. Her words are just as touching as her photos are inspirational. You can't help but laugh, cry, and
relate.... she articulates what we are thinking or makes us realize it anyway. She doesn't hold back, and I like her for that. It takes guts to reveal deeply personal things to an audience 99% of whom you don't even know. She does it for herself no doubt but it becomes something she does for others whether or not that's her intent. Judging from the comments she receives, many people appreciate that she shares what she does. And a lot of us are rooting for her and David. I do every day.
So I openly admit, I stalk blogs but especially hers. Just to prove it, Amy had a fun little contest on the third day of the workshop to see how well the attendees knew her from reading her blog. We answered questions relating to topics she'd written about -- some dating back a few years. I'm happy to report I tied for 2nd place and nabbed a cool prize. Normally you wouldn't be proud to proclaim you're a stalker but in this case, it helped.

Our models were troopers! They braved 14 pairs of photographer eyes and survived the chilly temps to keep smiling for us. I think it was in the 50s that day but with gusty winds it felt
oh so much colder. I was wearing layers underneath my (borrowed) coat and still felt cold. And rather wimpy, too, because look at how these sisters were dressed -- beautifully, I know -- but, gosh, you can just tell they couldn't wait to get in a heated car and sip on hot chocolate.

For readers familiar with Amy's work, you may recognize this beauty from her 'Breakfast at Tiffany's' shoot (the video is on the right sidebar on Amy's
blog). Jillian's (Gillian?) portrayal as a mini Audrey Hepburn was so darn cute.




the boys, as equally fabulous as the girls. everyone raved about their hair!



